where were ue when ie needded ue d most...

2008-01-03T18:33:00.000+08:00

I HATE MY CLASS! ))):
i miss the ol' 2e1.

new class,new classmates,new teacher,no chinwen.

its only bearable cos we still meet in the morning, during recess and sometimes after school (:

haha, the only teachers i kinda like are mrs sal and mr jason tan.
regretted taking history cos mr noor teaching geog. wha fuck seriously.

i guess itd take some time to adapt. ohwell.

went town after school with shishi today. went to search fer a new school bag.
so far; revoltage and n.u.m. haha. the n.u.m guys super funny! anyway, its fun being with her. hehe. and i still cant make up my mind !):

2007-12-19T08:20:00.000+08:00

need to get :
1. ~~cap~~
2. ~~stockings~~
3. eyeliner
4. studded belt
5. ~~christmas gifts;~~
chinwen, sheila,crystal.

urgh, $$$$$$.
i know a good way of not spending money/save money.
DONT GO OUT.
hahaha, fuckinghell.

(edited/)
yay, i feel slightly happier now.
hehe. tmr christmas eve celebration at city harvest church {:
itd be fun babeh!

2007-12-09T23:19:00.000+08:00

christmas in 2weeks time!
people, take a look at my wishlist!

2007-12-02T21:41:00.000+08:00

TODAY WAS FUN! haha, got to know new friends. id attend regularly i swear. from today onwards.
thanks fer inviting me daphne!
hahahahaha (:

somehow, i feel that you're really impt to me

2007-11-24T16:34:00.000+08:00

scarf - black clover,riverisland, funcdeko
necklace - dorothy perkins
everlast flat/pump. - fareast

christmas giftssssssss.

I NEED $$$$ !!!!!!!!!

2007-11-23T22:52:00.000+08:00

~~enchanted~~
30 days of night
the tatooist
alvin and chipmunks

met up w chinwen and caught enchanted at cineleisure.
its freaking nice in a stupid fairytale way.
HAHAHAHA.

(L)(L)(L)

spend the rest of the day searching for the perfect gift fer xianwei.
finally found the one ( rc wallet ) from flash 'n' splash.
thanks t dearest who spotted the design.
almost bought the shirt at sidewalk 10. love the designs there. but what. fucking ex. hahaha.

and ohmygosh. il the dress at black clover w skeleton designs ! xoxo

had funfunfun.

ice-skating soon yea?

hohoho~

2007-11-19T22:26:00.000+08:00

You Are A Loyal Sidekick

While you aren't the most visable one in your group...
You're always up for a good time or conversation
And you stick with your friends no matter what
You may feel underappreciated - but it only seems that way!

What Kind of Friend Are You?

You've Got a Bit of a Crush

Maybe your guy friend is a crush of convenience - easy enough to happen
Did you just break up with someone? Or are you more lonely than usual?
If no to both, then this small crush could be the real deal.
Find out if he feels the same - because he just might!

Are You Crushing on Him (And Don't Even Know It)?

2007-11-17T23:15:00.000+08:00

lime sonic bang.

met lydia at yishun , had breakfast at yakun. yum.

lime sonic bang's quite a disappointment actually. t think i missed my sleep fer being overly-excited abt it.

flea market was OHMYGOSH. from tees t necklaces and t bikini! fuck man.

should have brought more cash.
)))):

went ps aft that. cos lydia say the band playing v noisy. hahaha.
should have stayed longer. akira all those just came when we leaving.

stupid xianwei, cannot contact him. din get t see him and return his stupid tee.
wore it instead. HAHAHA.

more dates t come! ice-skating,movies etc.

xoxo

2007-11-13T23:14:00.000+08:00

town with lydia today. was really late. sorry to made you wait!
rejected sameer's offer t watch some hindi movie. like what the...

had lunch at taka's mos. haha. shopped for whole day but din get anything.
like super pathetic?

and OMFG. LEON IS SO DROP-DEAD GORGEOUS!

spent quite some time at funcdecko. cant decide whether or not t get the css tee. in the end still din get it! haha. fuck.

whether or not t get (?????) i need some advice man!

1. volcom backpack - $79
2. ripcurl shoulder bag - $55
3. css tee - $29.9
4. tights, leggings (full length)
5. shorts

2007-11-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

safra fer bowling w peeps today.
daphne,celeste,wanqi,yokelin,iqmall,kc,praven,sameer,weide,joyce,chinwen and fatin.
haha, missed hanging out w them :D

waited fer 1hplus bfore our turn. so ate junkfood ( fries,potato wedges,onion rings,etc ) and talked. they sell the food damn ex! wth.
oh, and SAMEER IS A GENTLEMEN. blanja us onion rings and popcorn. ( sameer, happy? )
milo dinosaur , yum ! but i think i can make it myself lo :B

bowling was fun, even through my scores was really pathetic! HAHA

had fun being with them. hopefully there'd be more outings !

2007-11-08T14:24:00.000+08:00

okay. this blog is so DEAD. hence,
i shall update and make it ALIVE! HAHAHA.

ytd was insane yet happy and fun :D
met up w chinwen who was under my blk wanting t give me a surprise but failed terribly.
haha, totally missed hanging out w her. since the start of hols till now.

was actually intending t go ice-skating. but she forgotten t bring hm clothes,
so we took a look on my list and decided t follow task 5 - lil india ( chappati )
tsk.

went there and it was like totally hot and uhmmmmmmm. unique scenery and smell?
was searching fer MUSTAFA. but still din managed t find it like 2hrs ltr?
out of desperation, chinwen call praven. and surprisingly, praven is at lil india too!
like wth. so met him at the station, train t farrer park and finally found MUSTAFA. and ate CHAPPATI. which isnt all that great.shitttttttttt.
and i swear praven's a gentlemen. he ordered drinks fer us and paid using his own $ and bought us there when he could actually just go hm and rest. chinwen says she's gna fall fer him.HAHAHAHA.

he went hm and we went haji lane. chinwen hadnt went there bfore and so we decided t go explore. unfortunately. im not a v good guide even through i just went there like 2days back? haha, got lost. but eventually found the place aft asking fer directions from the ppl there. collected my $$$ and saw a dress thats freaking nice.
but what i really need now is bags. so yea.

trained hm at ard 6plus aft getting ice-cream from mac's. we were sweating like hell gg t all those places and walking so much. haha. erxin. found out shopping centre suits us best.

tmr bowling w the peeps. haha, haven seen them fer awhile.
and f, there better be good changes fer the allocation thing.
i fucking cant go e4! ):<

2007-10-10T23:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DIYANA , those who celebrates their bday today as well and t MEEE!

haha,thanks to the lot who texted/call to wished me happy bday. appreciated it :D

and thanks t chinwen who spent time with me at town ! haha. today was great. even though its the exam period and tmr's math and lit paper.
why cant my bday be on the holiday period or smth! humph.

2007-10-02T19:03:00.000+08:00

stresssssssssss. until. zits are actively popping out. wtf.

i really really want or rather need t get in e2 next year. which also means having t be the top 80 of the cohort. ohmy. can i?

ohoh, and a reminder t all :

my birthday is next wednesday, the 10th!

you guys should know what t do ah. heh :D

2007-09-22T11:40:00.000+08:00

hellooo. hadnt been updating. aha

okiewokie , eoy are getting closer! and yet, ive not been preparing :x
these few days had been the same. schoolschoolschool then homehomehome.
hadnt been gg out fer lunch with besties. its just home aft school.
games craze now, can dl and play all those trail games continuously for like 3-4 hours.
and ive decided; id only use the com on fri and weekends. ive got concentrate and revise/study! i rlly wna get in 3e2 and in order t achieve that, alot of hardwork and effort hav t be put in. and yet ive been doing nth. well, probably wont be posting anyway, unless there's anything up. haha, gna get ready t go out and meet chinwen fer movie date ,

ciao

2007-09-16T11:33:00.000+08:00

sat

got up really early for the unknown selection at nanhua sec. met zoe at mac's for hotcake bkf :D and shortly aft that guatngoh came and we trained t clemeti t meet the others. there's only like 6 of us? waited for coach and got there at 9plus when we're suppose t reach by 9. kay, so the weather was like shit, its like damn effing hot at first, then it started drizzling, stop then heavy rain. like wtf? so we had t do ball handlings and all where there's shelter. and the place was like kinda small so yeaaa. then halfway while we're doing court practices, one girl from nanhua sprain her ankle or sumthing and started crying. so the coach from the club dismissed us and said she had choosen the ones which she thinks are good enough t join the club. and yeaa, as expected; brenda,tingmin and fiona got in. haha, congrats.

was suppose t meet chinwen and go town. but she told me she had t go t the hospital,so last min luh. she should have told me earlier. quite disappointed cos cant go heeren and watch the band performance. ):< anyway so went for lunch with guatngoh and zoe at lot1. trained home awhile after that.

went j8 and amk hub with mum and sis at ard 4plus. mum bought mooncakes at j8. me and sis got new fbt shorts and school stuffs.
((:

2007-09-13T22:46:00.000+08:00

caracal at heeren this coming sat, 4 pm! yeaa baby. anyone interested? hawhaw.

oh and school's seriously a drag. and im scared for my eoy.
i rlly do need t start revising for subjects and practising math.
god bless !

2007-09-11T18:15:00.000+08:00

photos of wed's class bbq <3! thanks weide!(:
hyper kids.

i look like sun wu kong here! wahahah
daphne!
happy us :D
retardoos
just us girls no.2
buttering the corn!
marinating the chicken wings with our hands! yuck .
just us girls!no.1

2007-09-09T22:17:00.000+08:00

tmr= end of sept hols = school's reopening = dammit, im so not prepared!
uhmm. 28 more days till oct8. OH.MY.GOSH.

kay, metup with sameer,praven,iqmall,kc and fatin today. intention was to study/complete hols hmwk. but din studied much luh. just fooled ard and copied sameer's math. like wtf right. haha, boring like shit. and fatin came so lateeee! boo.
geeee, just kinda hate being at yishun. so yuck. studying there is like so wrong? stupid idiotic sameer should have agreed t come civic's. meano.

and i miss chinwen! heh (:

2007-09-07T21:25:00.001+08:00

i swear today was the boring-est day of the week. stayed at home for the whole day. yeap. watched ANTM cicle8 at youtube and just started rotting. BOO.

anyway, the class bbq on wednesday was a success! even through only like 18 people out of 41 people went, we still had a lot FUN! gosh, i love e1 luh.just cant bear t think that most of us may get seperated next year! ahhhh, i hate streaming! cant e1 just stay as e1 like throughout the four years? )):

the food was great, and thanks to weide for ordering the canadian pizza! haha, yummy. there were like a zillioooon files around pit4 cos of all garbage bags around. gosh, almost died trying t shoo away all the flies from our food. haha, but still had fun helping t prepare/buy/cook the bbq stuffs. :D:D:D
and gosh, the weather was HOT okay.

played ice and water like for one hour, got rlly hungry aft the game, cos run a lot? haha, playing with the guys was fun cos they run fast? haha, reuben and kenneth plus his father were at the bbq pit while we were playing :x

MsYap came and brought along some snacks(: haha, and naggggg about our studies ! -faints.
toook pictures and most of them are with weide. will upload them soon!

lastly, played truth or dare. i chose truth cos its a safer option? haha, they might killed me of embarassment if i chose dare! cleared up the stuffs and everyone went seperate ways home after the bus ride. teeeheee. ohh, thanks iqmall who sent me home !

2007-09-03T21:53:00.000+08:00

today was goooood.

keywords: jolyn, vivo, pullandbear yellow hoodie, ben&jerry.

heh. tmr gna go shop for bbq stuffs with classmates. wheeee :D cant wait for wednesday's bbq!

2007-08-31T14:05:00.001+08:00

happy teacher's day t all the teachers !
haha, tday's celebration was okay only. alot band performances. uhmmmm.
felt terrible luhh. running nose + sore throat.
):

k, gna go meet jol for lunch. shopping trip postponed t tuesday. cos she's not feeling well too. heh (:

p.s : celeste and daphne! rmb t bring the choco muffins you guys promised when school reopens! quote from kc : damn nice, eat alr can go heaven! HAHA!

Top 10

2007-08-29T18:47:00.000+08:00

songs
1. hey there delilah (plain white T's)
2. gravity (the fold)
3. when you're gone (avril)
4. soulmate (natasha bedingfield)
5. i must be emo (hollywood undead)
6. dance hall drug (boys like girls)
7. midnight highway (daphne loves derby)
8. conquer you (mascara story)
9. newport living (cute is what we aim for)
10. if you live by the sword,die by the sword (jamestown story)

mates
.1. chinwen
2. joyce
3. regina
4. guatngoh
5. firr
6. sameer
7. jolyn
8. huiying
9. zoe ng
10.fatin

brands/shops
1. topshop
2. zara
3. forever21
4. pullandbear
5. mango
6. revoltage
7. funcdeko
8. archz
9. ztamp
10. fox

stuffs
1. grey skinnies
2. hula&co. dresses
3. fox summer collection
4. junkfood tees
5. eastpark backpark
6. m)phosis jumper/clothes
7. k810i
8. hoodie
9. heels
10. boxers from topman

2007-08-28T22:17:00.001+08:00

okay, just changed blogskin yet again. the pervious one was faulty luh. cant see the background image. ahhh. whatever. think id hardly post here now. so just kept it simple with few links and no tagboard (:
click

hey there Delilah

2007-08-28T21:33:00.000+08:00

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Time Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This ones for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

2007-08-17T16:09:00.001+08:00

just came back from watching secret with besties. haaaa, its damnn niceeee! the ending was kinda touching and unexpected. thumbs up for Jay Chou!
was kinda saddened by my results so far. ohwell.

2007-08-11T22:40:00.000+08:00

today was quite a happy dayyyy :D ( i sound like a kid here eh? )
metup with jolyn. been egons since we last went out! its nice t seee her :D
went pennisula. wna go see granny's day out and hopefully get band tees. but its just disappointing. cant find the shop that sells band tees for 12bucks/2 for 20. so yeaaa. the one i saw costed 16 fer one. like wtf? even fareast doesnt sell so ex. and granny's day out was just way tooo....
kay, so next went esplanade t slack . observed people , talked and got my choco fudge cookies. haha. ( super random iknow )
then headed t marina square. i so needa get a bag. the zinc bag's too big for days when there's exams and when there's nth much t bringgg. and lucky for me, found one from fourskins. gosh. i was so happy tht i managed t find one within my budget which's really nicee. (((:
and btw, im so gna get dresses from hula&co.
ilu the days out with jol luh! gotta meetup real soon!:D

sorry to foo who called a dozen times for hogc's grand opening thing. something coped up so yeaaa.

2007-08-10T15:16:00.000+08:00

OH.MY.GOSH. disturbia was disturbingly nice. just came back after watching with iqmall and viki. haaa, damn. almost pee inside the theatre ! anyway, i wish the short holiday will nvr end luh (:

2007-08-07T19:02:00.000+08:00

today is a bad day.
totally SCREWED ):
dont feel like gg tmr's ndp celebration.
ohmy.

2007-08-04T20:41:00.001+08:00

phew, what a long day uhh.

2007-08-04T09:05:00.000+08:00

ytd during pc, the boys played truth or dare.

the boys: weide, truth or dare!
weide: truth
the boys: you want sweets or want chinwen?
weide:....blush...chinwen!

like omg laaa. haha, even MrJames felt sorry for her.

shall update more when i get back ltr! :D:D:D

2007-07-30T18:30:00.000+08:00

ahhhh. feeling apathetic recently.

anw, thanks ____fer cheering me up ytdd :D (if by any chance you decided t checkout my blog,HA!)

i love gtb and everybody who makes my day.

2007-07-28T22:36:00.000+08:00

wowheee. the simpsons movie was totally hilarious but in a lame sort of way ? haa, anw went t watch with guatngoh on friday at amk hub. found the same banana singlet which was similar t tht of revoltage's! <3 movies t watch next: alone & secrets :D

anyway, things are gg all goodygoody now. me and sis was invited t seventeen's 5th birthday celebration and also audition t super stylin' ! like so coooool can. haha, next sat at music studio. cant wait luhh.

but there's also bad news ! there's only 2weeks left till ca2! damn, totally not ready yet. ineedhelpineedhelpineedhelp.
):

2007-07-27T19:07:00.001+08:00

I dont mind where you come from
As long as you come to me
But I dont like illusions I cant see
Them clearly
I dont care, no I wouldn't dare
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually what you'll do
I dont mind
I dont care
As long as you're here

[Chorus]

Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's all the same

Hours slide and days go by
Till you decide to come
But in-between it always seems too long
Suddenly
But I have the skill, yeah
I have the will, to breath you in while I can
However long you stay is all that I am

I dont mind, I dont care
As long as you're here

Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's always the same

Wrong or Right
Black or White
If I close my eyes
Its all the same

In my life
The compromise
I'll close my eyes
Its all the same

Go ahead say it
You're leaving
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are now
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same

2007-07-26T17:41:00.000+08:00

yay! the simpsons movie is finally out tday! like finally laaa. :D:D hopefully will be able t watch it with guatngoh tmr. its good that we're not in the skul team.we can just go on one of the training days.anw, its like the whole of us are with our own sides luh. the na people on zoechan side and us supporting zoeng . well, everyone seems so un-united and all. it just sucks k. anw, tday was pretty okay. the seating arrangement was LAME.as what everyone says. most of them is just same place and mine was just changing seats with jiazhen. like wth? might as well she just dont change. but im still glad tasveen's no longer behind me. finally there'd be some peace for my ears. she's seriously a noise polluter. :X but now its kc, who's also quite noisy but in another way. yeappo. anyway, i really do need someone right now.

2007-07-22T21:46:00.000+08:00

went hogc with regina .one word t describe that place : cool.
the people there were really friendly and all. haha, love the songs the band plays. coincidentally saw quite alot people from our skul or even our class! saw hilary, alnette, sherman, peiyun, foo and some whom names im not sure of. din really concentrated during the service. umms. went off at 6 with regina aft the service. the atmosphere was kinda serious tday eh. probably cos its the last time servicing here. ( dg ) the next will be at paya leyba singpost. heard its more glam and spacious there. ha, quite looking forward t it luhs. :D
candid!
19.7 (:

2007-07-19T20:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST MUMMY AND CHINWEN!

school was randomly boring and longggg. only science was manageable. HA!:D Mr Oon went through e-learning stuffs with us.

after skul, met joyce,wailing and went cway to celebrate chinwen's b'dae. haha, she seemed fated t celebrate her birthday at cway luh. went kfc fer lunch (which btw, was chinwen's treat) hah, then to take neoprints . been ages since i last took laaaa. haha, spent almost an hour there. haha, took twice of the same machine. the results were great yo! walked around and got mum's b'dae present ((: went home at 4plus.received ah gong's call saying he's bringing durians t my house. omgggg. love him!

cant wait fer the weekend!<3

i love camplot!

2007-07-13T20:21:00.000+08:00

YOYOYO. back from camp alr !:D:D

omg, totally had alot of fun. love all the instructors from alfra. did abseiling,zipline,kayaking(spelling?). and ive kinda overcomed my fears fer height.
-one marcho clap!

and im already missing ahbao, hamtaro and wayne(spelling). had alott of fun with daphne,celeste,jiahui and regina. <3s
campfire was fantastic. had great fun.its like i was totally hyper and all.cant bear t leave the campsite luh. ):
oh and congrats t hafizah fer getting best female camper!

did alot of different and insane cheers and stuffs. damn shiok! haha, 007 lame..lame..lame.. ! -faints

after tday's cleaning up( staff female toliet ) debriefing and stuffs, board the bus back t skul at 11. went sp fer lunch with regina and jiahui. haha, guess who we saw. ahbao & hamtaro so cute laaaa. they were like stalking us or rather the other way round? HA. saw them at mac's then purposely walk past. aft that concidentally saw them at foodcourt. then me and regina went mrt t train back t woodlands. andand saw them again! they were totally no standard laa. dancing at the platform and clapping like mad as through theyre lil kids. LMAO! plus they're taking same train as us. then hamtaro also got down at woodlands(wonder where he's heading t!)he said byebye and smiled t me. omg. nearly melted.
(x

ps. harry potter5 was just so crappy.fuck kay?
psps ; for more details and funny stuffs about the camp, please visit daph's blog!

2007-07-09T18:13:00.000+08:00

how old do you act?

[x]I know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] I do my own laundry.
[x]I can cook for myself.
[x]I actually enjoy intellectual
conversations.
[ ] I think politics are exciting.
[ ] My parents and grandparents have
better things to say than my friends.

Total: 4

[x] I show up for school and/or work
every day unless I'm sick.
[ ] I always carry a pen in my
pocket/purse.
[ ] I've never gotten a detention.
[ ] I've watched talk shows to point
out the credibility of it all.
[x] drink coffee at least once a
week.

Total so far: 2

[x]know how to run the dish washer
and/or do the dishes.
[ ]i can count to 10 in
Spanish/French/German/Italian.
[x]When I say I'm going to do something
I do it.
[x]My parents trust me
[ ] I can mow the lawn.
[x] I can make adults laugh without
being stupid.
[ ] I remember to water my plants.
[x] I study when I have to.
[x]I pay attention at school.
[ ] I remember to feed my pets.(donthav one!)

Total so far: 6

[x] I can spell experience without
looking it up.
[x] I clean up my own mess.
[ ]The first thing I do when i get
home is get a soda/drink
[x]I can go to the store without
getting something I don't need.
[ ]understand jokes the first time
they are said
[x]can type fast.

Total so far: 4

[ ] I have realized that the weather
forecast changes every hour.
[x] I can look at someone hot without
thinking of sex
[x]I realize that no one will take you
seriously unless you are over the age
of 25 and have a job.
[x]I can read a book and actually
finish it

Total so far: 3

lmao. i act like a 19! :B

2007-07-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

Your bitter goodbye is ringing through this quiet night,
This idle hour just wont pass.
I've never missed you this much, never thought I would,
Didn't think you'd feel so far away.
Your summer perfume is still blowing through this hallway,
Autumn's amber red shadows dance.
I miss our midnight rides, on highway 18,
18 is gone.

So go past the lights and all the excuses.
You could have left, sincerely yours.
Don't you think it's obvious that I want to say more?
But anything too daring to say to you,
Will be said in this letter, then burned away,
So you never realize, I'm here.

I'm thinking of your vague reply,
So I can understand,
Why we put this at rest,
Why we forget to,
Say that we were leaving,
And say that we were sorry,
The past remains unspoken,
As this vacant night is dying.

But I still miss your summer perfume.
This cold air brings in such a distance to us,
Such a painful distance.
But I'm still waiting for you to say, you hate me now,
So I don't have too.
Hold on to this burning heart,
This burning heart is getting old,
It's getting old.
While sitting on this cold kitchen floor,
Head down to hide the tears,
I've realized, I've finally realized,
That you were never,
You were never meant, for me.

2007-07-06T22:22:00.000+08:00

TRANSFORMER = upgraded version of power rangers. HA!(x

bumble bee :D:D

2007-06-30T23:22:00.000+08:00

tday = supurrr great+supurrr hot.

towned fer almost whole day with gina aunt and sis. haha, great cos its like hardly spent any moneyy:D went wistma & got hear buds fer my sony walkman. two s buds and costed me $12+. bloody hell. then went heeren,had wanton mee there. then saw fa da tong. he sings damn nice luh. too bad looks = fail. HA! then bought necklace then proceeded t taka, otw there then the nokia person cameup t us and asked whether we wna like perform a video blahblahblah.so we like try it out fer fun and its like totally hilarious la.so she told us we might get a n95 if we're choosen(as if!).there's nth much in taka through.zara is like freaking crazy sale loh. damn alot people so din managed t get anything. boo.oh and got free candies from lancome(8. went fareast (at last) and sis got her the used tee ((: i got my belt from black clover. then i went t "bath" in the toliet. its like i hand itchyitchy then went turn on the tap beside the toliet bowl then ka-boom all the water came splashing onto my top-half body. damn.but mind-you its not urine water kayzz. i was so freakout tht i forgotten how t switch off the tap -.- anw, its quite a funny scene luh. haha, imagine tht. so changed into sis's tee and yea. sis and gina practically laughed their heads off. dinner at hans and shopped somemore then trained home.
(x

2007-06-29T22:02:00.000+08:00

okay, so its like tday's quite random. love friday luh. its like superr short and no math lessons unless ms yap uses pc fer math.haha(x anw, so its like super looking forward t the camp right now loh. after the briefing and all. there's loads of stuffs we gotta bring but i doubt id hav those kind of big t contain all those stuffs! cantwait.cantwait. there's like 12more days till the 11th. wooohoooo.

had ahmei with zoe and kaymin before netball training starts. haha, nice:D meetup with guatngoh aft tht and she've got her fringe slightly trimmed. haha,the sillute team!(((: borrowed meri strikes back as just finished reading the givenchy codeohmygosh. super nice and i really mean it luh. haha, cleo's recommendation was great eh.

netball. super boring. super neglected. me, guatngoh and kaymin were just sitting ard & chatting abt all the unhappy stuffs. felt like quiting and joining x-country. we'll seee. ))): oh brother.

ohoh, &the mac's commercial is like super funny and realistic.
auntie selling tissue paper: xiao jie.yao mai tissue paper mah?
xiao jie: oh okay.then passes her a dollar coin.
auntie: sorry hor, now tissue paper qi jia alr. $1.20.
[x

2007-06-27T21:52:00.000+08:00

im not ready fer school yet laaaz.
):

2007-06-25T22:00:00.000+08:00

ytdd (((:
had a feast luh. pizzas, durian cake and ice-cream cream puffs.wowheee.damn nice.the celebration was okay only but the food was fab. HA! yeappo, only Angela aunt and cousins came ):

today

first day of skul, but somehow it wasnt tht bad. only thing tht sucked was my hair being caught first thing in da morning when there's nothing wrong with it. omg, she's just jealous that her hair's still the same old pattern but mine changed. pathetic.so anyway, Mrsiva let me off cos its like no reason sending me home cos of uneven length. like wtf? so yeaa,the day went past pretty fast and the timetable's changed and all tht. suckers laaa, nobody informed me !knew our new chinese teacher. ummmmm. her lessons might be a laugh. but she seems quite strict luh. aft skul as usual had kfc and its still us, threesome. :D then chinwen acc. me and all tht. thanks. but kinda wasted her time luh. okay, so sis's like bo bian loh, wear it baggy style instead. still looks great anyway! aha (x
<3s

2007-06-23T19:53:00.000+08:00

omg, just love my pink skinny laaaa.
:D:D:D

using livejournal
now. check it out yo.and mayb consider creating a acct.? cos its like i've no friends .
(x

2007-06-21T11:41:00.000+08:00

omg, 3 more days and school reopens! haha, okay. not everything sucks lurh. change of mindset liaozz. anw, finally trimmed my hair (again) well, sis says it looks better :D and got a yellow outing bag. how great. sunday's sis birthday, cant wait fer the celebration(((: haha, miss all my schoolmates lurh. may be meeting jolyn tmr . haha, longtime no seeee. wna get the pink skinny from topshop! so far only done 3/4 of the science assignment. el no idea how t do. grrrrr. no much time alr. someone help me with it pleaseee!
(x

2007-06-18T21:27:00.000+08:00

fuck shit,really. everything sucks.
the anger and hatred beholds.

2007-06-16T21:50:00.000+08:00

yay. i just love novena, square2! wooowheeee [x

trained down t novena t meet mum and gina aunt after gyming. yeappo.
there's quite alot t shop lurh.althrough some shops were not yet opened . haha, its somewhat like marina square ((:
ate alottttt! haha. there's a level with all the korean shops and food. <3!
gna go down soon t retrive the top i reserved from the korean shop.

grrr, everything seems so farking tempting! ))):

2007-06-15T21:44:00.000+08:00

aye. went fer nb practice tday. have t reach skul freaking early! yeap, gg serangoon gardens fer a friendly match.
din played at all. just watched. ohwells. getting used t it anyway. the juniors/'c' girls were great. they scored 31-5. hah. amazing.
although we won , it was a close game. 27-21. they're damn agreesive.and some of them with pretty good looks. aha. walked around the skul fer abit. and yeaa. its totally fab. and there's even this rock climbing thing up behind the canteen. omgzz. got dismissed at 12 and travel by bus t amk hub and had lunch there. the five of us seperated. chan,guatngoh and kaymin went foodcourt,me and ng went macs :D din wanted t squeeze in the crowded foodcourt. had chicken foldover(as usual) with shaker fries! all time favourite!(:
window-shopped awhile and trained t semb, went sp's library t return books and also borrowed 4 of the cathy hopkins series. hooodeeehooo.

haha, counting down t the last week of hols !shijian yi juan yan jiu guo le ah!

2007-06-13T23:51:00.000+08:00

http://www.myheritage.com

lmao!

2007-06-13T22:57:00.000+08:00

wowheee.
im slightly contented now!:D
cancelled out two items in my musthave list:
1.converse sneaker
2.new backpack
like finally lurh.
went town and the t bugis with mum and sis. sis got her mp3 back and we had korean cuscine at foodrepublic,wistma. and t bugis next. got my backpack at zinc(yea,pretty random) its kinda rugged,so yea, its cool. so mum got fer me as promised(: shopped ardd and trained back home afterwards. was pretty tired out and slept in the train.

in one month of holidays and we only get t go out once. what abt the sentosa trippp? grrr, how busy can you still get man.

2007-06-08T22:25:00.001+08:00

):<

but still,
thanks

2007-06-07T22:31:00.000+08:00

<3!

tday was totally fantastic. meet up with chinwen. yeappo. counted and found out we've not seen each other fer 13days. HAHA! anw, went cine and catch potc. haha, chinwen's second time watching it. its quite complicated through. i kept asking chinwen abt what was happening in the movie. so thanks t her, i understood most parts :D shopped ardd town and yeaa. din spot anything. haha, anw its good t catch up with things and all. cant wait fer sentosa outing!:B
<3s

2007-06-06T15:48:00.000+08:00

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.

They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.

It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.

They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

How Do People See You?

You Are Big Bird

Talented, smart, and friendly... you're also one of the sanest people around.

You are usually feeling: Happy. From riding a unicycle to writing poetry, you have plenty of hobbies to keep you busy.

You are famous for: Being a friend to everyone. Even the grumpiest person gets along with you.

How you life your life: Joyfully. "Super. Duper. Flooper."

The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

2007-06-04T22:27:00.000+08:00

ahhhh. i miss my mp3!:p
will only be getting it back next week or so. ohman, hopefully it'd really be fixed.hate those effing problems lurh. btw, just borrowed another 3novels at woodlands regional just now. all cos of the damn rain. grrr, hate rainy days laa! it so forbide me t gg swimming!): ohman. now i wonder how i'd return all the books by its due date. HAH! and ive yet t start on hols hmwk. shitttt.

reading hazing meri sugarman now. its a thriller loh. and im doing three things now, haha. watching unstuck in time , blogging and reading it. v lihua hor!? lmao.
ciao.

2007-06-04T21:58:00.000+08:00

SHREK 3!<3

ohyay,ohyay. finally catch shrek3 with sis!(we watched shrek2 tgt too) its hilarious i tell you! haha, what a good ending. ohman, and i think ive gotta eat more happymeals. but i doubt id get all 8collections! ):
haha, anyway just cant wait t catch potc. there's both positive and negative comments abt it. what well, catch wait t watch orlando bloom in it! tsktsk (husband of cassy and mine's !(x)

im so damn looking forward t thursdayyyy! :D

2007-06-03T22:25:00.000+08:00

another family day :D:D

went gym with sis fer a workout in da afternoon. slept till 11plus tday. haha, been sleeping alot these days. gna turn into a pigg soon!:x
spent an hour plus in da gym. chatted abit and yeaa,enjoyed her companion. reached home at ardd 4plus. bathed and went sp with mum and sis t meet grandma t get the korean dramas as well as returning the books i borrowed the other day. borrowed 3more books this time. sis borrowed a book too. yeappo. then had dinner at the foodcourt. felt naseous aft eating the porridge. ewwww. went t grab something else aft tht. ahah . we're all still kinda hungry lurh (x
took the bus home aft getting some stuffs and managed t reached home by 730 fer the drama :B

ahhh, i miss joyce and chinwen and everyone else in school!

2007-06-03T22:22:00.000+08:00

1.WOULD YOU BE THE FIRST TO SAY SORRY IF
YOU HAD A MISUNDERSTANDING WITH YOUR
FRIENDS?
} no, i'd just explain the situation.

2.WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
} css p.e tee

3. WOULD YOU KISS ANYONE ON YOUR
FRIEND'S LIST
} haha. maybe?

4. HOW MANY IN YOUR FRIENDS LIST IS YOUR EX?
} 3?

5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO YOU
KNOW IN REAL LIFE?
}more than 50?

6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?
} none.

7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH
YOUR FAMILY?
} yeaaa. quite.

8. WHAT NAME WOULD YOU WANT TO HAVE
BESIDES THE ONE YOU HAVE NOW?
} the one i have now is good enough(:

9. WOULD YOU EVER MAKE OUT WITH SOMEONE
OF THE SAME SEX?
} noooo!

10. WHAT DID YOU DO ON YOUR LAST BDAY?
} watched movie and ate choco cake with beloved.

12. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY?
} errr, 11plus

13. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT
THREE NIGHTS AGO
} forgotten.

14. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
} no. who would like tht?

15. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TO DO?
} sentosa .

16. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?
} just .

17. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU
COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?
} more brainy?

18. IF YOU HAD 250,000 DOLLARS...WHAT
WOULD YOU DO?
} buy everything & anything .

19. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOUR
CURRENT JOB?
} not working .

20. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM?
} -.-

21. LAST THING YOU ATE?
} swiss cake

23. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MONTH?
} no preference .

24. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?
} any month w/o holiday .

25. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING
YOU BORROWED FROM ANYONE?
} lmao. i have my own.

26. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT NOW?
} none.

127. MOST VISITED WEBPAGES?
} friendster and blogger.

28. LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU SAD?
} ummmm.

30. DO YOU EASILY GET OVER A HEARTACHE?
} no .

31. FAVORITE KIND OF DRINK?
} green tea :D

32. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT
WOULD YOU DO?
} haha, good.

2007-06-02T20:23:00.000+08:00

LATEST TREND EHH!xD

BOND(8

2007-06-02T20:10:00.000+08:00

its a karma. fuck.

grrr. why cant things be free of charge in the world uhhhh!? went town with mum and sis t sent our mp3's fer service. haha, mine's at wistma and sis's at ngee ann's best denki.shopped around and mum ate alottttt. haha, hugo laa her. went hereen and sis's bought her shoes from everlast. ahhshit. i want the black one!8o|
then went fourskin. greatsale there lurh. i want the redbelt and teee!!! ahhh. and ive yet t get my skinny black pants!))): i need more MONEY! hellooo; anyone willing t give me some? (x

yeaaa,went isetan and mumsie bought me a new bra set. heheheh!:D

shall go town soon t get all the stuffs i wantttt! and ive yet t watch potc!|-o

2007-05-31T19:33:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: October 10

You don't just believe in love at first site - you've experienced it.You develop crushes pretty easily, but keeping your interest is another matter!You are very prone to love - hate relationships.
Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 2
You are most compatible with people born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, and 28th of the month.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanforyourlovelifequiz/">What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Your True Love's Name Is

Nicholas U.

What's" Your True Love's Name?

Your Taste in Music:

Adult Alternative: High InfluenceAlternative Rock: Medium Influence90's Hip Hop: Low InfluenceDance: Low Influence80's Alternative: No Influence

How's" Your Taste in Music?

What Your Hands Say About You

You are logical, analytical, and rational. You have good verbal skills.
Idealistic and dreamy, you tend toward the impractical. You have a knack for getting yourself in sticky situations.
Consistent and reliable, you like to count on structure and routine in your life.
Your emotions tend to be relaxed and uncomplicated. You don't read too much into things.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoyourhandssayaboutyouquiz/">What Do Your Hands Say About You?

2007-05-30T20:53:00.000+08:00

finally got the haircut tday! was quite satisfied at the results! :D:D:D
was kinda nervous at first cos alott advised me not t cut. hahah! but the bob hairstyle turned out t be quite alrightt fer me . hoooodeeeehooooo!

2007-05-29T16:11:00.000+08:00

ohgod, hols getting boringggg. and its like just the 2nd day so far?!
anw, just cameback from the taf carnival at fuchun sec. haha, me and zoe ng tagged team and was the empire(umm) fer the secondary netball games. well, the whole event last fer like 2hplus. we were like standing under the hot sun all the time and hardly got any rest.nearly became chao da. the wgs team was the strongest followed by css, 2nd. guess most of them in the wgs team were netballers. so yeaa. theyre so aggresive ! the others were just ...more inexperienced. was really an eye-opener fer us lurh. there's some of them with v sulky attitudes loh. no sportmanship at all. overall, its pretty fun and amusing.

after the event ended at alr 1 when all the trophies and prizes were given out(wgs champion fer sec section and sps champion fer pri section!), we board the bus back t css and were dismissed there. went macs fer lunch with zoe, fushen and chester? . yeappo. theyre damn funnie. omg. and ive got my second shrek3 toy! heh, pussy in boots. wheee:D

trained home at ard 3.

2007-05-27T21:17:00.000+08:00

its important t find a boy who is always willing t help in times of trouble.

its important t find a boy who makes you laugh
when youre feeling blue.

its important t find a boy who is dependable and doesnt lie.

its important t find a boy who is a good kisser.

its important these four boys nvr meet.

(x

2007-05-26T22:24:00.000+08:00

tday was the canberra csc sports carnival. meetup with zoe ng and chan and guatngoh, walked t sembawang primary tgt. all we had t do was t instruct the parents and their kids how t get the ball into the goal. which is only a few cm taller than me. lmao. it was fun through. the kids were all pretty adorable. got some snacks from the canteen and begged the uncle fer balloons. my lime green one got stolen ,chan's also. wth.

mr auyong let us off before 430 although the paper says its until 7. well, good fer us. went sp and slack fer abit. went foodcourt fer desserts then saw chai boon and friends. got t the library aft tht. hah, borrowed five books. at least something t keep me occupied fer the hols. aft awhile they came in too. kept teasing guatngoh and yijie. well, but they make a great couple lurh. walk ard with nothing in mind t do. v boringggg. went 406 and asked them whether they're interested in playing block catching. yeappo , so played fer awhile. me, chai boon, guatngoh, zoe ng and yanrong were theives. fushen,zoe chan and yijie were the polices. me and guatngoh paired up. got caught by fushen pretty fast lurh. din expect him t run so fast. aft all were caught, went t the carpark fer another round of catching.

me, guatngoh and fushen were the polices fer a change. damn, its so difficult t catch them lurh. grrr, only managed t caught zoe ng. cos she din run at all. yeap, played till 7plus and took the bus home. :D

im 32% romantic :B

2007-05-25T21:18:00.001+08:00

ohman, can finally blog at blogger!(: damn the system!

last day of skul. coolio moolio. din went fer nb training. wasnt in the mood t anw. went shopping with jolyn(shopping partner!) . was in a rush of time as she's leaving fer malaysia tday so needa reach home ard evening. yeap, and the great sale's on! wheeee:D

went forever21. thought got storewide sale or sumthing. but found out only a portion of those 'unpopular' clothings were on sale. grrr. went t tried on two tops anw. loved the checkered one. but too ex lurh ):
went pull and bear, felt the type of clothings they have were getting more boring -.- only got a blue tube in the end. fer sis bdae pressie ![: saw mk waiting fer geri at forever21. outside fitting room. tsktsk

and yeappo,went bugis next! was wanting t get stuffs from black rose. phew, it was open !cant decide on which necklace t get! their's was total unique-ness. got the squrriel one anw. and got a tee too! total yayness, shopping can really change someone's mood! felt better alr.

trained home tgt aft tht. (((: well, potc soon! cant wait!

2007-05-07T18:51:00.000+08:00

ahh, gna flunk both chinese and EL comprehension alr la!):
both also so difficult! din expect chinese t be so complicated.ohwell, at least two paper's over alr.
hopefully will be able t score in tmr's geog paper [:

aft Mt, stayed in the library fer the whole of 2hplus doing nth much. bummers.
jiahui and chinwen zi high. and the malays are polluting the air with their stupid humming of songs! like so not considerate la. then the libarian also nvr show them the signboard-.-
hopefully tmr will really be concentrating!(:
argh, i dontlike quarelling with you!)x

you've got small eyes, flat nose, thick sausage lips and skin as dark as charcoal plus a bamboo-stick figure; so why do i still like you? well, im really giving up alr.

ohyay~ finally got the whiteshorts alr !-grins

2007-05-06T18:02:00.000+08:00

ahhh. tmr's the starting of our mid-yr alr. the thought of it makes me shiver. haha, exaggerating eh? um, think i've gotta hav some chicken essence or something t score. i need help !

im sorry tht i din kept my promise alright, but i'm really at the library! ohwells, luck sure wasnt at my side lurh. phone's battery was flat & you cant contact me. well, sorry mummy.

do you know the meaing of love?

2007-05-05T22:45:00.000+08:00

SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humour. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative.Romantic. Caring.

VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only.

LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with ... u might end up crying...

ARIES - The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud.

AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser.One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic.Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out.

GEMINI - Irresistible
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy.Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong.THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive andpassionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable.Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive.Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

CANCER - The Cutie
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold onto.

PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around.Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!!Thoughtful. Always gets what he or shewants. Loves to joke. Very popular.Silly, fun and sweet. .

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent.Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible.Loves being in long relationships.Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

TAURUS - The Tramp Aggressive.
Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth!

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find.Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give.Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet!Amazing in the you know where..!!!Not the kind of person you wanna mess with- you might end up crying.

2007-05-05T22:14:00.000+08:00

eh weakling dog, can you not make such a fuss out of nth? stop sprouting nonsense and giving all the blame t my wifey(nearly divorced). will you just look in the mirror and see who's the one who love acting cute? you're just plain pathetic.

2007-05-05T15:21:00.001+08:00

♥ Promise

what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go

and the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can't replace,
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make it right

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

i never thought i'd be the one to say
please don't, please don't leave me

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know,
you're not making this easy

you're not making this easy... (easy, easy, easy...)

take my hand and never let me go,
take my hand and never let me go,
promise me...
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
you'll never let go
make this last forever

i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like to have you here with me
i thought you should know, you're not making this easy

you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy
you're not making this easy

so fall asleep tonight, cuz' that brings me closer to you

2007-05-04T20:04:00.000+08:00

contact with self

I, Veron tang, do solemnly swear tht i will complete these tasks.

1. get over him*
2. pass all subjects in mid-yr.
3. get a part time job during the june holidays.

btw, i dontlike retards

2007-05-03T19:03:00.000+08:00

sometimes, having greater expectations only leads t greater disappointment. will you please grab hold of me & not let go?

The look in yr eyes tells me you no longer care

2007-05-03T17:09:00.000+08:00

Daphne : haiyo, update blog!
haha, yea. so here am i updating my blog.

thought that i'd be in goodmood all day. cos of sumone who had always made me smile[:, but turns out t be not.

math , filing and corrections.this is our second last lesson till the mid-yrs alr. ahhh. its like so damn fast!

p.e ; not really fun . our team lost badly fer captain's ball . but its still a nonsense game. monkey was like s funnie cos of our dear entertainer, Mrs Tasveen.

recess; called reuben t help me get mocha mix milo but he din get wht i meant until aft i repeated fer like the hundrenth time. and he ordered the same thing as me -.- so chinwen and jiahui cutted queue .

mt, boring and slack cos all we did for the whole of one hour is completing two set of wkshts. Mrs Ma says she's not feeling well so call us dont 're' her.

science ,( when Mr Oon just walked in ) Tasveen : veron, standup! Me : stand then turns behind t look at her. Tasveen : smiles widely showing the full view of her braces ! like im interested t explore how her braces looks like-.- so, i gave her a cold stare and turned back. went through the wksht we did tht day during practical. getting more and more stressed up ):

history , total boreness. so its like most of the time i was reading my book ( which im currently really into) and i noticed that actually there isnt much people who's paying attention anyway.

stayed back in class aft skul as usual. but, all ive done during the 2plus hour is the 7g corrections and being stucked at qns7 of mid-year paper2.

on the train back t woodlands, chinwen suggested tht we speak english t one another frm now onwards so our english would improve. then i was thinking how i'd be tortured by her every now and then if this plan is carried out. ohman.

im sorry okay ?

2007-04-30T20:46:00.000+08:00

AHH. I WNA CATCH S M3 TMR !
but sumhow, some ppl spoils the mood and guess i've gotta find someone else t watch it with! [:

seriously, i dontknow why i'm so f.ing irritated by yr actions too. but you really did pissed me off.

2007-04-27T19:27:00.000+08:00

why does things always turn out t be the way it isnt supposed t be ?
sometimes, i wonder how t react and its hard t explain this feeling.
well, let this be a test between us .

sometimes, you'd just totally get on my nerves
and i wonder just when ie'd explode, &tht's it

2007-04-27T18:35:00.000+08:00

[ ] you have a BF or GF
[ ] You have your own room.
[X] You own a cell phone.
[X] You have an mp3
player/ipod/discman.
[X] Your parents are still married.
[X] You love your family.
[ ] There is a
pool/spa/river/lake/pond in
your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 4

[X] You dress the way you want to.
[X] You hang out with friends more than
once a week.
[X] There is a computer/ laptop in your
room.
[X] You are allowed to listen to the
music you want to.
[X] Your room is big enough for you.
[X] People don't use you for
something you have.
[X] You have been to the movies.
T 0 T A L: 7

[ ] You have over 300 friends on
friendster
[X] You have pictures on friendster.
[X] Your parents let you have a
friendster
[X] You get allowance/loan.
[X] You collect something.
[X] You look
forward to going to college
[ ] You don't wish you were someone
else.
[X] You play a sport.
[ ] You have a club or something
else
T O T A L: 6

[ ] You own a car/truck/motorbike.
[X] You usually don't fight with your
parent(s).
[X] You are usually happy with your
appearance
[ ] You have never got a failing grade
on a report card in your life
[X] You have friends.
T 0 T A L: 3

[X] You know what is going on
in the world.
[X] You are happy with your life
[X] You usually aren't sick.
[X] You know more than one language
[X] You have a screen name.
[ ] You own a pet.
[X] You know the words to more than 5
songs.
[ ] You don't have any enemies
T O T A L: 6

Total over all: 26
---------------
times it by 3
your total: 78

i've got a C fer life ><

2007-04-25T22:09:00.000+08:00

The day went by utterly fast , but it felt meaningless.
lessons were kinda boring as our class was quite empty lurh, without the modren dancers and counsellors(aft recess). only interesting lesson was Mr Nizam's. enjoyed his lessons pretty much as he could connect with us pretty well. its a pity tht we only have one period of his lesson ): went through the acticle on mayhem blahblahblah. he's like a human dictionary lurh. i bet there's no words tht he doesnt understand or know one. hmwk was t write a story/essay which must include all the words he just taught us. felt tht it was damn challenging la. lmao (x

after the assembly item which was the counsellors investijer or sumthing ( which was dead boring) we've only got like 20min t hav lunch then its asp alr. luckily chinwen and joyce will be staying back fer self-studying too. at least doesnt hav t leave school alone :D throughout the one and a half hour, all i completed was the science wkbk on chap7 and tht's due like on nxt wed. s= , netherless, it was fun cos msyap taught us quite alot [:

felt moodless throughout the day. so din talked much , sorry abt tht ><
didnt knew wht happened t me too.

just come back t me, will you?

camwhore-ed while there's nth t do!

2007-04-22T20:25:00.000+08:00

give a twist [:<

the mirror's like super dirty .

[:

obsessed with this book!

2007-04-21T14:58:00.000+08:00

LIC GAS

In the proces of cold war -.-

2007-04-20T19:11:00.000+08:00

haha, wht happened in the morning was like super funnie lurh. chinwen and her sandwich and mrphillips. made me laugh till like crazy. chinwen was in tears too.

oyl was t do our own things which was really slack la, cause i din wanted t crack summore braincells by figuring out the problems which i hav no idea of. so yea, read seventeen and just stared into space.

EL , totally disatrous. Mdm Tai kept picking up on people la. even through some of the words she said make me lmao, i'm still one of her victim ): wonder why she's always calliing my name just by looking at the list. like duh.

math, new chapter but still involves algebra! damn. but can still sumhow manage it so its okay i guess ! [=

lit, hmwk was t write a poem consisting of similies and mentaphors. uhhms...

IT, did nth , just browse through friendster and the friend test thing. crapped.

aftskul, met jolyn at semb platform. din joined the gang t pastamania =s
went bugis and yea. hadnt went there fer like ages alr. was deciding on whether t get the 'My side of the story' by will davis or get a skinny blackpants. blahh ><
so, went kinokuniya. ask the salesperson whether they've got the book cause i cant seemed t find it. and she took it frm nowhere and yeappos, it was exactly the one ie saw frm 8days !(: got it anyway. so tada!, my pocket grew a hole(30plus bucks gone!): haha, then went foodcourt and had korean cuscine. the danbanfan was superb ! [:

went bugis street aft tht. shopshopshop. but din bought anything cause i'm alr CASHLESS. but spotted tons of stuffs tht ie'm certainly getting. charm necklace, blackpants,graphic tees, etc. i wished i was a millionaire luh.

trained home together aft tht. chitchatted alot and yea. enjoyed being wih aiai. thanks babe :D

retarded

2007-04-19T16:52:00.000+08:00

feeling utterly tired of school. it shucks lurh. damn =s

math was challenging lehz, the 7g. took quite some time t solve one question.
so it kinda delayed me fer p.e! ><
cant managed t finish qns 19and8.
so yeaa, just gotta pass it t her by the time skul ends. reuben was like damn dulan tht he cant finish and msyap wanted him t go p.e first . funnie (x

p.e , run 2.4km and felt my stamina kinda losen alr ):
hadnt been gg gym and swimming fer a longlong time liaozz. argh, all cause of the mid-years. cant slack like bfore alr. gotta buckup and get in 3e2 nxt yr !
then it was captain ball, no ppl wanted t play lurh. its like the usual captain ball players all gone lurh. then jh and all was there playing stupid games and din wanted t join us. so its only me, chinwen, joyce, daphne, jespreet, tasveen and nadia. the game was miserable la. its just one of the worst p.e !

mt was boringgg. my tingxie got 4wrong and im suppose t get only 2 wrong. so its kinda malu cause im one of the two FAILURES . still thot who was the those two. wth

science, skip.

hist , truckloads of hmwk given laa. then, i din brought my wk and tb so the lesson was a (?) and i nearly fell asleep. how cool is tht -.-

surprising, no asp tday! haha, so went sp t meet joyce with chinwen aft her dental appointment. went kopitam and had choco ice kachang. nice. chatted fer sometime and trained hm aft tht. reached home, and went out agn . haha, went cwp t get seventeen and chip&dale's comb [x

you know what, i think tht you're just plain pathetic.

2007-04-17T20:25:00.000+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

feel free t do this simple test if you come by my blog! :D
&im constantly editing the qns !(x

2007-04-16T20:11:00.000+08:00

great life =
great family* + great health* + great relationships*
andyea, i suppose i live a great life !<3

2007-04-15T19:12:00.000+08:00

meetup with chinwen tday (:
haha, changed plans. met at dg and got to vivo tgt.
and otw thr, a auntie came and asked fer directions. and she asked whether i'm singaporean -.-
walked ard the few 'must go' shops ; pull and bear, forever21,topshop and the major stores.
hah, pull and bear just has so much clothings tht attracts us. ohman.
both tried on the urban nice shorts. but super ex lurh. so din bought it.
oh, and i saw lauren with her bf or sumthing. wow.

went town aft tht. haha, went like four differ places. heeren,farest,taka and wistma. chinwen was searching fer a backpack , but t no avail. she din liked the design i showed her at fareast -.-
but i like lurh. just tht the revoltage's one nicer [:
and din spotted any charm necklace tht caught my eye ): , mayb i'd get the one frm fourskins.
went wistma's forever21 intending t get the blue tee ie tried earlier on at vivo. but dunhav, so tried on another green polka dot top and bought tht instead . and chinwen got her 'are you a man or a mouse ' yellow top at taka's pull&bear. haha, both got ourselves sumthing . at least din went home empty handed uh.

2007-04-14T19:25:00.000+08:00

The pursue of happiness is a great inspiration movie lurh. watched it through tv-links. will smith was a pretty great actor as well :D
was actually meeting chinwen la, but suddenly things cope up and din managed t meet ):
hopefully we'd be able t go on dates soon ! hah [:

wanna go library study tmr morning, anyone up t the offer!?

2007-04-13T20:57:00.000+08:00

school was totally boreness. whole class got scolded by MrNg during it lesson. how rare la, he seldom scolds us or ask us all t stand up. mayb it's our attitude tht he cant stand uh. and i suppose he still got me and chinwen mixed up. ahah(x

wenta meet Daren aft gg hm t change. my uniform was damn dirty la, with pen ink and noodles staints :x was late fer like 35mins partly because of the stupid rain. dammit.
went cine and watched THE LAST MIMSY. the show was simply nonsense lurh. haha.
but tht show has the best timeslot so yeaa. aftwhich went starbucks t slack and chatted fer abit. ordered hazelnut hot choco. was kinda cold la, aft coming out frm the theatre. showed me his magic tricks with the poker cards and yah, was most impressed by 7 thing. the mark i made on his hand was exactly the same number of the card tht i choosen ! and's he's TALL lurh, admit it dude.
trained home at ard 6. went fer dinner witn sis (:
oh, and i really do wanta' watch freedom writers lehzzz. but the timeslots are lessen alr! ):

i'm standing here,waiting fer you t come over

emo-ed

2007-04-12T21:14:00.000+08:00

school was utterly boring without chinwen and joyce lurh . blahh :P

file worksheets during math lessons, and didnt did anything much. told us t read 105-107 and asked t try out 7h ourselves. oh man, its like damn difficult laa. & she's asking us t figure it out ourselves -.-

p.e wasnt as fun as well. played captain's ball. our group won and all thanks t jespreet uh. aha :D
sweated quite alot.

did almost the same thing as ytd fer mt, boring! were given sihan as hmwk fer the weekends. cant she just give sumthing else instead of sihan all the time ?

science , mrOon teached about resistance and it was boring and kinda complicated fer my brain t absorb. i know im dumb lurh. ):

felt listless during hist. mrslong was like gg through the topics super fastly, its like she expect us t understand just in two periods ?! and the video she showed was useless. everyone seemed t be falling asleep.

asp was funnie laa. terence kept peanut waffle 6000-ing. he's in love with the peanut waffle our school sells la. how weird. totally had no idea as t how t complete 7H. lost man.aha [:

went fer nb trainng and its rainning yet agn. bummers luh. we werent serious and mstoh got angry, so got punished t do pumpings until she say can stop then stop. then everyone was complaining 'pain leh' . aft tht, things went back t normal and still had fun . we're so gna miss mstoh when she leaves. aww, serioulsy i liked her more than coach :x

took bus back with rachel ,jingting and weihao. weihao kept bullying me aft rachel and jingting left. wth, i was siting infront of him and he pretended my head was a durian and kept hitting it and said ; wah, this one good, D24 ! -.- and he pulled my bag t stop me frm alighting at my bus-stop. Argh, im his senior and he's bullying me. Am i tht haoqifu? haha, and shawn looks so alike with sheman fu.

2007-04-10T19:32:00.000+08:00

as days pass, i get more and more afraid. will the four of us be seperated? saying seems easy. but doing it is actually a total different thing. what will happened if we dont end up in the same class? surely our friendship will fade. & no, i dontwant tht.

hopefully things would turn the way its suppose to. maybe i dont show it, but seriously, i treasure you guys .

seriously, im tired of schoollife. the challenges we have t face everyday is use too much. ):

2007-04-08T16:52:00.000+08:00

sometimes, ie'd ponder ; are happy people really happy ?
what makes sad people ?
are people really contented with their life? no, ie suppose not.

&no, ie dont understand the meaning of love.

2007-04-05T20:54:00.000+08:00

sports day was fun overall. yeahh man, got captain's ball champion for our level (:
felt tht our team spirit was really great ! but was totally restless man. aft each game only hav ard 3mins of break. drank like 3 cans of h2o throughout, super thristy loh. chinwen drank like 5cans, aha.
us / 2e2 : 6-5
us /2e4 : 12-3
us/ 2n2 : 8-2
2e2 was damn tough as well. nearly lost t them =x

during the 100m , felt damn malu loh. chinwen and jiahui all said tht i run till really funnie.
i was like either last or second last. shouldnt hav agreed t join the 100m run . ahah.
dunno why, but felt really nervous then legs v numb so ran till v kns. then the mr tan kept joining in the 100m & 4x100 relay. wonder why he's doing all this -.-

results ; overall champion was 2e4. umms.

went fer dinner with besties aft mr phillps let us off. waited kinda long fer the bus. board 153 and went toa payoh hub and had dinner, damn famished laa. oh man. we had only four persons and our table hav like 7 or 8 drinks. still felt really thristy !
trained home together aft dinner :D

cant imagine life without you guys ; cvjj.

2007-04-05T06:04:00.000+08:00

))))))):

fucking hate the life ive got t face everyday

2007-04-03T19:44:00.000+08:00

LOVED CRAPPING WITH YOU GUYS !{:
haha, enjoyed watching the preview rehearsals.& fiona's skipping skills really impressed me. wow.

tearing through the old skin,leaving behind the memories who once shared

2007-04-02T19:05:00.001+08:00

♡ missing the times we shared.

first lesson was mr Oon's & i've forgetten abt the science practical book agn ):
just cant seem t find it at home ! so had t do summary once more ! summore this time is plus chap8. did activity 25 . and joey had alr done the whole activity. so yea, felt really bored abt this chapter cause i din understood. sumone help me with it pleaseeee !

D&T was kinda alright. just tht i still cant think of any GREAT ideas fer my candle holder .
& i'd need t complete the imageboard by tmr and i dont even hav any magazines related t it right now. ><

bought science practical book during recess cause ie dont wish t do any more summaries whatsoeva. & it'd just save sum time rather than me searching fer it and to no avail.

found out we would be having remidial lessons every monday from 1410-1510. but its still goodnews t me. hah, cause tht means asp will be cancelled fer every monday :D
retest 2 was a breeze. ohyay, i'd be scoring full marks fer it!(x
and i miss mrs george man ! come back & teach us lehzz.

went kopitam and ate late lunch with besties. went home after that (:

2007-04-01T17:43:00.000+08:00

♥ never even think of toying with girls' feeling

love the girl in your heart, not in your mind.
if you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings.
girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.

love her for who she is.
don't even think about changing any bit about her.
6 billion people in this world & 6 billion different personalities.
she's special & she will stay that way.
you change any part of her, you'll change her forever.
don't substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways.

love whole-heartedly.
she sacrificed alot for you so you'd better really treassure her.
she could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town
but she chose you instead all because of love.
so love her guys, not play with her.

don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatso ever.
if you're with her, love her.
don't cause a strain in the relationship, you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity,
that's not respecting love at all.
respect love the way it is & everything will be the best it can be.

don't expect perfection from her.
she's the only one in the world & she's done the best she could.

like another girl while you're in a relationship?
then I think it's time you remain single for a while.
don't go around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most tragic thing to do.

tell the truth, never hide anything from her.
if you want her to tell you everything, do the same.
don't go calling other girls "honey" or "darling",
how would it feel if your girl calls other guys the same way?
be faithful, enough is enough.

socialise only when you're single.
you socialise & flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams.
get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.

it never kills to be romantic.
think, be flexible.
getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her.
be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you.
something sweet & simple always get the job done.
money doesn't exist between couples,
it's the love.

never promise her that you'll love her
forever because your forever might end the next day.
love her as if each day is the last.

sweet talks only apply for singles, not for attached guys.
do that & you'll really break your girl's heart.
isn't good being too well-known too,
it'll give her a sense of insecurity.
remember, INSECURITY.

promise her & make sure you never break it.
swear to her & make sure you keep it.
pledge your love to her & her alone.

loving her is giving her your heart to
break it but trusting her not to.
instead, she'll cherish it & protect it.
that's love.
give her your heart, your life, your everything.

lay down your life & prepare to die
for her when the need arises.
but stay strong & live through another
day, she can never live without you.

never, ever walk out of her life.
she won't just cry her heart out &
carry on living as per normal, she'd die.
it her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?

winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory.
don't leave her once you've won her love.
love her all the way till the end of time, love her till marriage,
love her till old age, love her till death.
if you can love her till the end of time,
you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.

she chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise.
win her heart & love her over.
remember, the girl isn't a trophy for display, she's someone to love,
not to show off to your "friends".
stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you.
respect her for the way she is, never despise her & never mistreat her,
never even think of toying with her.

{ taken from daph's blog }

2007-03-31T19:58:00.000+08:00

im boredddddddddddddd !
& iwant iwant t watch freedom writers !(x

2007-03-30T17:34:00.000+08:00

changed blogskin and url . cause the {-} thing really have something wrong.
hahs, thts why everyone's changing url's including me.
relink people !

2007-03-30T16:03:00.000+08:00

JOE CHENG !;
anyways, c.i.p's tmr which is like really soon compared t last year and we only received the form like on wednesday. hopefully it wont be a disaster as chinwen joyce and jiahui wont be going !): perhaps ie'd join guatngoh and all. shall be meeting precious's aft the donation & also aft their syf practice for band. ums, kinda looking forward t the coming sports fest !:D teehees. & hope the class jersey wont be tht bad too .

{:

2007-03-23T21:04:00.000+08:00

ie feel terrible )))):
kns results lahh. made me kinda emo for awhile.
however, swimming somewhat erased some unhappiness ie had.
hahs, whatever it is, sisters ; let's stay and be forever friends alright?
lets work hard all together
:D

dears, let's strive and work hard together to our common goal of getting into 3e2 next year. WE CAN DO IT!(x.
chinwen, dont worry. no matter what, ie'd stand by your side and give you whatever support you'd need.(:

2007-03-18T21:15:00.000+08:00

oh yay, finally went sim lim square ytd & got my sony walkman!(:
had been yearning fer tht fer dunno how long alr, & i've finally got it !
:D

signs, school's reopening tmr liaozz. shall get back most of the results
):
hopefully it'd not be tht bad, cant afford t fail any more subjects !
However , i'm still quite looking forward t the science project tmr .
feeling really confident with our motor toy . surely mr Oon will be impressed by our efforts [:
ohwells, but most of the credit goes t nizam & chinwen lurhs.

i've bearly touched my holiday assignments ><
ciao !

shutting the doors of my heart.